Choice

Had a conversation today with a friend of mine about going back to counseling. She decided I needed to hear something about choices. My choices. Basically, I talk the talk but I don't walk the walk. I am not committed to what I am doing, whatever it is. Like, weight loss, exercise, money management, classroom management, housework, scripture study, get the idea? I want to do all of these but all I do is talk and not do. Oh I start out pretty well and then boom I quit. Almost like I want to fail.I don't think I want to fail but yet I do all the time.

For example. I started a diet that last 3 weeks and then I stopped. I have been trying to get back on it ever since. I will start scripture study for a few days, weeks and even 3 months (last summer) and then stop. It is a constant stop and go. Problem is, I think I am getting whiplash.

So make a choice already. I have two, diet/exercise and work. Diet/exercise to deal with work and work to deal with classroom management. We shall see how it goes. As for the other things well I will keep trying to do those but concentrate on these two. Wish me luck!